Nothing

I’m feeling enveloped. Engulfed. My heart is racing.

I’m thinking too much. Am I doing the right thing going back to uni? Leaving a decent income to start again? Spending savings?

I just want to sleep. I don’t want to deal with this. I want it all to go away. I wish I had the guts to sometimes.

2 thoughts on “Nothing

  1. Fen

    Breeeeaaaathe!
    Stop thinking, distract yourself. You are doing the right thing and yes it’s a little scary, but you’ll look back and wonder what you were worrying about.

    Reply
    1. remembertopause Post author

      I hope so :/ I managed to get myself into a right tizz that night – bloody near midnight before the tears started and then it was all over. Stupid thoughts crept in. I had to mix a couple of pills to get to sleep. All good. Thanks for your words of wisdom – keep them up!! lol Im sure I will need a voice of reason again soon 🙂 x

      Reply

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