Enough. I’ve just about had my fill of this time of year. I am so glad it is nearly over and I have survived. Survived my own sabotage and my own crazy, overactive mind. I am ready for routine and some semblance of normality to return.
I thought it would be an extra bad time for me, considering the topsy turvy year I’ve had, but I’ve fared better than expected. Go me! We shall see how the night goes haha I am missing London though, as the last two years I have spent gallivanting around over there during the holiday period.
I spent Christmas with my bff’s family in Castlemaine. Fucking 5 hours of driving that day! I would have been happy to stay home – I’ve done it before, its not that bad – but I was pushed into it a bit. I had other invites – from people I have recently met and some I have never met as well! People I have met online. These are the things that restore some of my faith in people.
Two days after Christmas I returned to central Vic to Bendigo, for a long awaited catch up with a friend. Needless to say, I’m sick to death of driving
I’m not even going to ponder the year ahead tonight. I’m not going to get sucked into the sentimentality of getting rid of a crap year and hoping the next year will be better. I think I have probably done enough examining, wondering and dwelling on the past, present and future of my life over the past 12 months. Tonight will, hopefully, be insignificant.
I’m glad I am leaving behind some people and things that have happened in 2013 though. But in the scheme of things, they aren’t even worth mentioning and wasting time on. But I just did, didn’t I !? Haha You know who you are.
It has been an interesting year, to say the least. High ups and low downs. A year like I have never experienced before and probably, if given the choice, would choose not to experience again. But it has been a learning curve. I guess looking ahead I am interested to see what 2014 and 2015 will serve up to me. A little more clarity and contentment would be greatly appreciated!!