She didn’t know.
She hadn’t for so long.
And she didn’t know how to find out.
So she stayed. Floated. Ambled. Existed. In this life. This world. This now.
She used to know. Well, maybe not ‘know’ but….be subconsciously oriented. It was never an issue.Life and being just was. It was effortless, neutral, nice.
The absence of contentment is draining. Never take content for granted. You don’t need to strive for happy. Content is perfectly acceptable.
But she didn’t know.
How to get the content back.